I have never been to Dallas but always heard what a music town it was. I have an appt with a modeling agency there that does calendars, magazines, print work, ect and while I’m there, I plan to take in the sites. I’m really looking forward to hearing some live music from the local bands there. I am a music fan but I’m not one for remembering the bands names, or names of songs. I just know what I like and know talent when I hear it.

I’ll be in Dallas from June 25th-30th

I finally have the dates ironed out after a couple of incidents with family(my doggies). One lost an eye and another is having a tumor removed tomorrow. Its been one of those month where nothing seems to go right but life goes one and I’m all revved up for Dallas:)

I have some yummy content plans for my paysite as well. Its so great to be back in front of the camera! I didn’t think I would miss it as much as I did. I guess that is pretty vain, but oh well, I was the shy kid growing up so I’m making up for that now:) I bought some new outfits and lingerie although my own shoots are pretty basic. I may end up in just panties and pearls(which happens to be one of my favorite outfits.

When I was a little girl, growing up in that tiny town back in Indiana, I saw the most beautiful women. They were my mom and my grandmother of course. Bright smiles, great hair, and most of all, hour glass figures. Busty, curvy and in all the right places. I used to daydream of how one day I’d grow up and look like these beautiful women. Now, I’m not kidding. I know everyone says that their mom is the most beautiful woman in the world but my mom really was(and still is) a hottie! So was my grandmother. Men always flirted, smiled, and stared at them.

Upon growing up, I wasn’t an ugly duckling, although I was a tomboy and usually the smallest one around, so of course I thought I was the biggest, ha! I waited for my body to make the changes into womanhood, some breasts, ass, something for heaven’s sake!

Sigh, so fate would have it that I was a late bloomer and I took after my fathers side when it came to my bustline. I expected to look like my mom and grandma, and I did from the waist down and the neck up.

So, I took a hiatus and fixed what was bothering me, and while I was at it, I made another change. I’m now a blonde! Not bleach blonde, that would look like hell on me! And difficult to keep up on.

I now see in the mirror what feel like on the inside. I look like my family that I admired and prayed to look like as a child. Its a huge change for me but I’m so happy I cannot even begin to tell you.

I no longer have people asking what grade I am in or if I am going to the prom. I still get looked at but as a woman instead of a teenager. I know that was a big draw with the adult industry but I’m so sick of the “little girl” look that it now kinda makes me sick to think back on it. I know I will get flack for it but when don’t I?

I was afraid to make the changes for fear that clients would not want to see me anymore but there are other clients out there that will love this new look. Besides, I’m still little ol’ me. I just have some upgrades now. I denied myself what other women do all the time, they change the way they look. This is me, who I want to be, and what I want to look like. I’m finally happy in my own skin, lacking nothing, not wanting something else, yearning to make a change.

I now closely resemble the most beautiful women on earth…my mom.

After taking nearly 6 months away form modeling, Sarah Blake has decided to return after debuting her new look. She is still holding back for her fans though and will only be doing hardcore for her own projects and websites. She is available for promotional work, glamour, magazine shoot, calendars, fetish, and soft-core work.

Sarah is already negotiating several works including a calendar to be distributed worldwide and several magazine shoots the the month of May. She is traveling to Los Angeles next week to meet with casting directors for some mainstream projects as well as some go-sees to take test shots for more magazine work.

For booking info: admin@sarahblakeinc.com

Be sure to include your company info, projects info and any other information related to your projects(EI: website or portfolio)

Even on days when there isn’t much happening, there are always curious phrases that out of contest can leave you scratching your head, laughing your ass off, or shaking your head.

Here are a few I heard today:

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Today, nothing could be done since the flu that I was fighting with actually won. I wasn’t able to finish out the seminar but in a way I really didn’t care. I was so tired and sore that I’d rather stay in bed. I also didn’t want to risk making anyone else sick. I hope no one got too close to me yesterday.

So, instead of learning about marketing, I watched movies, worked on putting my book in digital format, and…read more

Wearing a business suit, I went to the Xbiz Conference with notepad in hand. Parking was crap because it was in Hollywood and I had my big ‘ol truck. Hollywood was not designed for big trucks and neither were the parking structures. After finding some expensive parking we headed into the conference.

The first seminar we went to ran late. I guess they were on porn time. The second was also late getting started due to the first one being late. We had a quick lunch and realized that the…read more

Today was filled with the Firefly Series, which I’m still annoyed that they aren’t continuing and writing. I received some great feedback in the form of emails from members agreeing with the the post I made in the forum about adding an erotic writing section. So I let out some stories that had been pent up in my mind for awhile. I’ll have my programmer add that section in the next week or two.

Its my nature to  constantly improve things although I…read more

I filled the truck with gas and headed off to my first shoot. This was a trade shoot for the games that will be on my site:) That cheered me up. I even found a parking spot that I was able to parallel park into. I met with the owner/photographer of the company and he helped me with my bags of wardrobe and shoes. Ronald is very easy to work with and be around. He’s extremely intelligent and we have a lot in common, both being workaholics and all. The shoot went great and fast. I think he has enough content to put together at least 4 games and he has access to the member’s are for pictures to use for puzzles. It will be a few weeks before any of the games will be on the site but I’m already very excited:) I have some contests planned for members to win prizes for high scores:)

After the games shoot I returned to my condo and had some spaghetti before I was off to…Read More

After some much needed coffee, I went to the grocery store to get food for the week. I started out with nothing at the condo so I had to get all the essentials: bread, milk, cheese, mustard, ect. Planning for just this week was odd since when I usually go to the grocery I buy in bulk. It was easier than I though it would be:)

I made some steaks for lunch and then got ready for Playboy Radio. I’m always at odds with myself when I go for the radio shows. Do I dress up? Wear jeans? Bother with make-up? I never know if they are going to film or take pictures so I settled on, light make-up, jeans and a silk top. I left early to make sure I had enough time to get to the studio in time and ended up 45 minutes early. I hate that! I am usually early though and end up spending a lot of time in my vehicle.

On the show, I had a blast as always. Cristy Canyon and Ginger Lynn were as sweet and beautiful as always. How lucky was I to sit across from then and talk about sex, websites, books, and my pantyhose fetish! My luck didn’t stop there because…Read More