I had to postpone a project due to my health stuff going on and then ended up canceling it once the guy revealed how he really was…another Mr. Hollywood that was saying by me doing that small project that it was my ticket to the Big Time! Oh, the loss! The humanity…the utter bullshit…where are my hip-waders?
Email Correspondence: Names have been removed(except mine,lol)
My email to postpone/cancel the shoot:
Sarah Emails Mr Hollywood:
I don’t know if you are aware or not but I have some weird medical condition that has yet to be diagnosed. I mentioned that I would be out of town but the truth is that I have to have several procedures done to determine what is going on with me. This is why I can’t shoot on the 1st. I’m havind a scoping procedure done and I won’t be able to do much for a few days to a week afterwards.
Since the start of the symptoms, I have trie to work through them(wearing corsets and whatnot) but I’m gradually getting worse. I even had to reschedule my shoot for today. I don’t know what kind of condition I’m going to be in this weekend and whatever is going on makes my bloat like I’m 4 months pregnant or just looki overweight(both are not good for this type of work). It comes and goes but I’m thinking since I’m having problems today that I may not be able to shoot the film this weekend. I”m really sorry and figured you were trying to find another model by your comment about me”should be shooting something” and you posting for someone to shoot for the same deal. I’m sorry it didn’t work out. Maybe we can do something in the future once my medical situation is figured out.
Best Wishes,
Sarah Blake
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Mr Hollywood Says:
Hey Sarah, well I wish you were up front with me from the get go hun, listen I like you a lot you’re a great girl, and
I do want you to do this film really really do, but you have to understand I am a producer and have deadlines and a lot
of Hollywood people i”m not talking small boys big boys are are clients and I can’t disclose there names but you have to
understand these men and shareholders when they ask for something I need to deliver ASAP.
As mentioned you known my name, google it I’m pretty popular and have many many contacts not only in the
fetish industry but the film industry as well.
The script was written because of a Producer in Los Angeles a high end one that is a client of ours actually we have a
few of them, but I can’t disclose there names. I mentioned to him I have a very cute wonderful girl and sent him to your
website, hence he said I want her and I want to see what she can do performance wise. Basically Sarah this is your in to
t the film industry I didn’t want to spurt it out knowing the Leo you are lol but there you go babes.
I hope you can overcome the condition, I can hold off until Friday but Sarah please understand hun my reputation is on
the line and my talent is to find talent - I can find anyone but I choose you and I’m sticking with you but I need
something concrete by Friday babes, so if you can track down Ghandi or a Herbal magician to rectify this issue I’m 100
percent behind you.
Eat Blueberries and Strawberries it sounds like you need anti oxysidents.
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Sarah Says:
It wasn’t my intention to mislead you and my symptoms were not near the extent they were a week ago when I agreed that I wanted to do this. It it could be avoided and I could do it I would. I just don’t want to look horrid in the content and you feel ripped off in any way due to it. Right now I am retaining water and even my face is filled out. I was trying to keep it under wraps about my medical stuff because 1. its completely embarrassing 2. I’m terrified about it and 3. its very personal
Normally, the project would have already been completed but we had our own shoots that were already scheduled out and didn’t have a free moments this week, until I was ill once again. If I had known that it was a “right now” kind of project I wouldn’t have accepted it out of respect for you, knowing that I had a ton of other shoots going on. I think there is a miscommunication here and I greatly apologize for my lack of forthright about my situation. I thought there wasn’t a big rush due to your partner coming out to shoot on May 1st.
That all being said, I would’ve still like to do the project in the near future but as far as my condition,I don’t know if it will be possible. I’m not even shooting any of my own projects right now and have postponed them until I have more answers. All I can do at this point is cancel everything until I am not in pain and can shoot with some sort certainty that I even look like myself. You will have to find someone else for the “LA producers”. I know that industry in mainstream and really have no interest in it. I’m not trying to be insulting but I feel really insulted right now. It really sounds like one of those “dangle the carrot” things that I have heard a million times. If I wanted to be in mainstream, I wouldn’t be in adult. My medical condition and treatment is more important to me than anything right now.
I Wish You All the Best,
Sarah
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Mr Hollywood Says:
Well best of luck Sarah and I hope you get your MEDICAL CONDITION sorted out and best of luck in the number one Porn
industry that is tanking down the tubes.
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Sarah Says:
OK, be nasty then. I can’t help how my health is. Thank you for proving to
> me the kind of person you are before I wasted anymore time. There really is
> no need for this. Funny how you are trying to start something in a tanking
> industry isn’t it? Please do not contact me again. I have no need for people
> like you and you will find that its a small community in the adult
> entertainment industry. Mainstream attitudes don’t last long. Good luck to
> you. You are now blocked, so no need to respond.
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Mr Hollywood Says:
at least I respond to people’s emails when they email, it’s called professionalism and don’t worry I beat you to
the punch on the block list, I’m a very good person Miss Blake, I don’t lie, I don’t cheat, I’m a man of my word but
clearly we can go at this all night so once again best of luck.
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Sarah Says:
I understand your disappointment and I feel the same way. I agree there is
> no need to go on back ad forth. I did respond to your emails. I let you know
> that I was shooting for most of the day and responded in the evening. Even
> if it was a short message, I responded. In fact I responded twice to some
> messages, please see your email log and check your spam folders.. Would you
> like for me to send them to you since you are now saying I am
> unprofessional? Thank you for yet another insult.
>
> Seriously, I regret having to cancel this but I don’t have a choice at the
> moment as I explained. Forward it all to your producers to prove that I am
> at fault due to having to cancel and not you. This should save your
> reputation with them and show them they want nothing to do with me(which
> would be great for me
)
>
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Mr. Hollywood Says:
Ok Sarah seriously we both need to calm down here - we’re both fire signs, and right now tensions are high but the
positive is we’re communicating, you think I like these geeks, hellllllll noooooooooo I like real people.
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I end up telling him what I think of him and he requests that I not contact him anymore,lol. I was glad that I found out what a jerk this guy was before I wasted anymore time on this project or shot for their company(EEK!) These jerks usually use the more popular models that they work for to get other models to shoot for the, This must be why they don’t have any big name models in their roster of talent. Go figure, maybe those girls are hitting the BIG TIME now, LMAO.
I run into these quacks and mainstream dreamers about once a week. Their BS doesn’t work on me. I lived in Los Angeles and don’t have any patience for their lines. It is fun to play with them once I realize who they really are though and watch them give up and tell me that “I” have issues. Well, of course I do. I have issues with most self-important losers that want me to think they are the big time break that I’ve never been waiting for,lol.
Life is good