I think I know everything I want to take over to the place in LA. I have a list. I used to hate lists and rip them up but now I find them quite useful. By now I could probably have a bag packed with…

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p class=”entry-content”>Since I have so many ideas and not enough time to do them all, i write many things down. I keep notebooks in my purse, in the car, by my bed, and on my desk. I never know when I’m going to be inspired by a new ides for a shoot, e-book, blog entry, movie, ect. Today I went through my scribbles and found so many ideas that I had written a few years ago that I can now integrate into my current projects and marketing plans.

I had planned to stay around Las Vegas for awhile but I got bit by the travel bug once again so I’ll be traveling a lot in December. I’m looking forward to traveling because I will be traveling with Inara We plan to do some photoshoots and film a new project for Studio Erotica called,”The building of Chelsea” We are collaborating on this projects and plan to submit it to film festivals. There are so many possibilities with this project, its going to be interesting to see how our 2 creative minds put this together.

I’m almost ready for the AVN convention in January. The booth is almost ready with graphics and I’m having several things printed up with my new logo on them. They guy who designed it did such a great job and it was exactly what I wanted. Its great when people just do what you ask them to do. Its refreshing. Along with debuting my company, I should also have my paysite designed and launched by AVN.

Now I have no room to judge people, but damn. Just damn. That’s all I can say about …

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Well, he flew to his new home in Hawaii. I’m so glad that he didn’t get shipped overseas. Feeling thankful is…

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I decided to get her some new furniture for the house. She has been wanting to replace the purple couch and loveseat for some time. So today, a pretty new…

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Another long lunch meeting with my publicist/marketing guru. Wow, that gal knows her stuff! My mind is reeling from the info but I feel very good about everything too. Things I have set in motion are starting to…

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Now that I have your attention,hehe…I made Turkey and all the fixin’s on Thanksgiving and knew that Inara had just returned from her trip to LA. I had to bring her some turkey, Midwest noodles, and mashed potatoes (lactose free with 1/8 cauliflower). While I was there I indulged in some fine wine she had opened and we did the whole girly silly slumber party. We laughed and laughed, telling each other funny stories of holidays past, about our childhoods and more. It was great! Well, I had indulged more than I should with the wine so I couldn’t drive home (even though I’m only 3 miles away) . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I had a meeting with my people about which conventions would be worth attending, fun, educational, and so on. Looks like I’ll be traveling more next year and to some places I have never been! Although I’m hoping to make a multitude of contacts during AVN, I have to plan out other options. I need to decided if I’m just going to attend the conventions with my staff or if I am going to do a booth and sign autographs. I’ll be attending Erotica LA with my own booth next year but the others are a little up in the air. I would love to attend Bondcon in Tampa as well. I’ll have that all up in the new calendar for the site

This really is funny to me and I can’t help but laugh at everyone trying to save my soul, or just spew the vomit of negativity at me. What they really don’t realize is that I like the hate mail. It is like a good luck charm. Every time I get hate mail, its the same cycle of events. I get the hate mail, consider answering but decide that its not worth dealing with the closed minded or just flat out depressed pathetic ones that are projecting their own unhappiness at me. Its kind of sad how jealous they are of my life, my freedom to be me and my success. They tell me they feel sorry for me, that I’m going to hell, and even try to insult my mom or how she raised me. They say I can do better, that I don’t have to be exploited. Well, yes I do! I’m an exhibitionist and since I’m exploiting myself, I’m my own victim. Aw, isn’t that sad, I’m mistreating myself, living a fantastic life, happier than I have ever been, growing my company to new heights, expanding into writing, directing, producing and mainstream acting. Wow, life is really shit for me huh? Well, when they email, I realize I can do better and in a way fuels the fire that has been lit under my ass to succeed in every way possible. I then take the energy I would have spent on them and apply it to my work, my marketing, my blogs with renewed vigor. I bet if they knew, they would be 3 times as angry too. This also makes me smile…sadistically . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Had a huge meeting today with my marketing adviser. So many things were covered that my head is spinning . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!