I decided to stop trying to upload content with my laptop, that was a silly idea anyway. So, I had cable internet installed and it zoomed compared to my PCI wireless internet card:) Someone out there is saying,”DUH” right about now. That’s ok, sometimes it takes me awhile to see the light. I’m a little stubborn, I admit it. I got a little silly and decided to edit and upload a ton of content. The ebooks are coming along nicely and I even found a new program to learn what will create them and even will password project them. I’m excited to get these out and start marketing them. Not only do I think they are going to sell, I love that they will be helping someone. Fill the need, do what you love, and it all falls into place:)

Not me, but I’m helping a couple friends move. I have that truck now so I volunteered to help. I help them move, they help me paint my condo. Yay! We all win. The painting should be pretty fast. I’m driving my big (new) truck into LA next weekend, hauling furniture to the condo, then hauling my friend’s stuff back.  October is going to be a full month. I’m also moving my older bro out here with me as well. I need some help with mom and he needs a better job. He’s my new right hand man:) No, he’s not going to take dirty pics of me so chill out and grow up. He’s going to take dirty pics of other gals with me and we are going to edit the content and put up new sites. I have about 14 planned out for the next few years. Along with the new movies, and all the other plans, I don’t have to worry about getting bored:) Oh, I wish all the concerned folks out there would stop emailing me about burn-out, growing my business too fast or whatever, in fact, I appreciate good advice but the best way to learn is experience. So, I need to fall on my face, then that’s perfectly ok.

The booth for AVN is now reserved and I’m starting on the process of getting all the graphics done for it. What fun! I’ve never had to do any of this before and I really am enjoyoing it so far. Probably because its new and exciting. A few years from now, I’ll probably bitch about it and . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Home again:) I was going to stay longer in Seattle but the fact that I was only home for 2 crazy errand-filled days, I decided to cancel my shoots and come home. Even though it took awhile to get home, I made it and I’m feeling much better. So I didn’t get to film the content I had planned on in that gigantic room I had but my peace of mind is worth more than random content at a hotel. Besides, I have so much planning to do and being out of town is a hard place to have a good perspective on things. My dogs were so excited, then shunned me as my punishment, then were excited again. I missed them. You know you are missing your little doggies when . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Check out the video Diary for today:)

I’m so excited about the new diary format for my paysite. It will be very similar to this. The great things is that I have entries that no one has read from even before I was in the adult industry that I plan to upload, all with pics. I’m in the process of finding pics to go with everything. Luckily I like to have my pics taken. And then there are diary entries from when I was a webcam model and dancer. Its funny to read what I went through mentally and physically during that time of transition, finding myself sexually and just coming out as a bisexual gal. At the time, some experiences were very painful but I look at them fondly now as the best learning experiences of my life. I can’t wait to share!

I filled out an online application and was approved to go pick out a truck when I get home to Vegas. It’s actually my business’s truck but same difference, I get to pick out the color and drive it! I haven’t had a truck in so long and it reminds me of my fist vehicle ever. Its not going to be a chevy and will be bigger than a fullsize. I’ll be able to go shopping again. That damn little convertible wouldn’t even hold 3 dead bodies in the trunk and that’s . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Now, I definitely see the need for additional people to work on these projects with me. I had placed some want ads but most of the people applying are not in this area and I’m not sure I really want to relocate someone out to Vegas. I’d much rather find someone here or already moving here. Its pretty challenging to find the right people, and to have the time to meet with the countless applicants. Some of the applicants are sending pics of dicks to me, which I find amusing that they just don’t send me a proper “head shot” Its time to buckle down and get to it though. The planning only goes so far until you have to kick yourself into action. In LA this week, meeting a painter, finishing the install of some wood flooring, meeting stagers, hanging out with my bro, shooting for Belladonna, meeting friends for dinner, coffee, and lunch, renew my Depo Prevera shot, planning on trade content, , shooting my own content and editing it all like mad. Its been a busy time in LA. It also looks like I’m going to be traveling back and forth to shoot content. The plan is to spend a week a month in La to shoot for all the updates and new upcoming sites. My members to my paysite will have lot of live BTS and voyuercam during these trips. It won’t be 24-7 but they are sure going to see me live a lot more:) The voyuer lovers will be estatic!

I can never seem to do anything on a small scale. I don’t think I’m wired to think small. I say simple, start out small, and uncomplicated. Well, that usually lasts about 10 minutes. For example, I decided to write a guide of sorts for people wanting to get into the adult industry as far as talent goes. I wrote an outline and everything. Now, I’m adding and adding. I’ll probably have supplemental chapters or a part 2 to it. I was planning the redesign of my paysite and thought of 7 other sites to start so I wrote all of those ideas down. I’m working on the second draft of my fetish movie and though of 10 other off-shoots from that movie into their own series of movies. I was planning on going to a couple conventions and began the research and found that there are about 20 that I’d really, really like to attend. I was planning on going to AVN this coming January but now I found out that they have booth space so there is so much planning to do for that now. If only I didn’t need to sleep or eat then I could possible get half of what I want to accomplish done in a reasonable amount of time. My impatience is getting the best of me. It will be a good lesson for me though.
I reserved my booth space and found a great company to rent a booth from. I also put together a list of promotional item, 8×10’s, demos, ect to create, print or order that I will be taking with me to AVN. Now that I have this super cute little convertible, time to buy a truck to haul around all this stuff for the convention, not to mention hauling equipment to LA to shoot content for my site and movies. Woohoo, I haven’t had a truck for so long, I miss driving something that I can use to run over other cars…or at least potentially run them over:)

More info and tickets to the AVN convention In January:) Http://www.adultentertainmentexpo.com

Writing has been really exciting for me and a new track. Its something new besides diary entires of course. I wrote short stories in high school and did fairly well with that but I never really seriously pursued it by any means. Now, I wish I had taken more writing classes in college. I’m planning to get some script writing software soon to get the scripts in the proper format. The ideas just appear in my mind faster than I can get them down on paper or computer. I would take a creative writing class but time management gets in my way every time. I was lucky to be able to take the dance classes I did earlier this year. I’m researching e-book software to that I can get the information to the right people digitally that wish to view it. Its going to be better than having to wait for the information. I have a series of e-books that I have outlined and I think they are going to do well. When I entered into the adult industry there was just plain crap out there as far as credible information. Most of it was (and still is) vague and fluff at best. I’m in the process of putting some real information in the hands of potential adult entertainers so that they can actually make informed decisions before they ever step foot on a set instead of having the pressure of deciding right then and there. There is enough to worry about on set with being on camera. There should be enough basic information there for building a strategy to go in, accomplish a goal and get out without ending up broke or damaged mentally or physically. That’s right, I said get out, an exit strategy, something not many people think about in this industry because they don’t realize that is it a business instead of a party. I’ve seen gals come in and make enormous amounts of money and leave it with nothing, homeless, and mentally broken. I’m sick of it and getting the information out there is one way to start helping others without putting myself out there. What I mean is that I have this really big annoying heart that loves to help everyone but I can’t help everyone personally that I would like to. I’d rather help with information and do that whole “teach someone to fish instead of hand them bread” deal. I’m also going to put my complete diary in the form of an e-book as well along with pics and other fun stuff.