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It was the last day of filming today and it was fucking cold. I didn’t think I could get much colder, then I did. About 85% of my time was spent outdoors in 50 MPH winds and it was about 50 degrees outside to begin with. The crew was really sweet to me when I wasn’t on camera to keep me warm. After filming a scene I’d eye the closest biggest guy and go jump in his coat. The only bad thing about that is that I was reminded of that scene in “Beastmaster” when those nasty monsters ate people after hugging them. That part of the movie used to scare the shit outa me. I still love that movie. The love scenes for my episode were in a private jet and limo-hummer, as it should be in Vegas. Hell, I need a . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

It was the last day of filming today and it was fucking cold. I didn’t think I could get much colder, then I did. About 85% of my time was spent outdoors in 50 MPH winds and it was about 50 degrees outside to begin with. The crew was really sweet to me when I wasn’t on camera to keep me warm. After filming a scene I’d eye the closest biggest guy and go jump in his coat. The only bad thing about that is that I was reminded of that scene in “Beastmaster” when those nasty monsters ate people after hugging them. That part of the movie used to scare the shit outa me. I still love that movie. The love scenes for my episode were in a private jet and limo-hummer, as it should be in Vegas. Hell, I need a night like that:) I picked up my little bro at the airport and we were all teary-eyed as we hugged. I took him around the strip so he could see all the pretty lights. It is really kewl to drive along the strip. Then on home to show him around my new place. He was shocked at the size of it. It is a little bigger than my last place. Actually, it puts it to shame.

We filmed at the new “Men’s Club” here in Vegas and wow, its beautiful. The best looking strip-club I have ever seen. I spoke to the DJ about auditioning and he laughed at me. At first I was like, what an ass, but then he said I wouldn’t have to audition because “look at you” I was all like “oh” Sometimes I forget that people really do know who I am. I never get used to it. Sure, I’m a badass mofo in my own world as well as the boss but . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

We filmed at the new “Men’s Club” here in Vegas and wow, its beautiful. The best looking strip-club I have ever seen. I spoke to the DJ about auditioning and he laughed at me. At first I was like, what an ass, but then he said I wouldn’t have to audition because “look at you” I was all like “oh” Sometimes I forget that people really do know who I am. I never get used to it. Sure, I’m a badass mofo in my own world as well as the boss but I don’t expect people to treat me any certain way except with respect. So the club is beautiful but there is no pole on the main stage which was a little disapointing. I could get over that. I was told if I wanted to ever work there to come on buy and fill out he paperwork. That was pretty easy. I still want to check out the other clubs but I’m going to wait until my brothers are here with me. The day of filming went great and I even got to go home earlier than I was told. I think my episode airs in July.

Last of the pole dance class for level 1 and damn I feel energized. I could run a mile…then fall over and pant, but I bet I could go run it:) Tomorrow I finish filming for “Sin City Diaries” and they have added a day.I had been trying to get on a more nocturnal schedule but that flew out the window since I’m supposed to be there at 8:30am. Its hard to sleep in my room now that I built my stripper pole stage. Again, no fucking directions to follow so I used basic common sense, a few choice curse words, and my cordless drill…wahlah! A stripper pole is born. Its really sturdy, more than I thought and I’ll be able to do some crazy-ass moves once I learn them. I do have some DVD’s to learn off of along with the class so I’ll do that in between classes. The class will be smaller in Level 2 and I shouldn’t have to share the pole. That sounds so funny as I type it . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Last of the pole dance class for level 1 and damn I feel energized. I could run a mile…then fall over and pant, but I bet I could go run it:) Tomorrow I finish filming for “Sin City Diaries” and they have added a day.I had been trying to get on a more nocturnal schedule but that flew out the window since I’m supposed to be there at 8:30am. Its hard to sleep in my room now that I built my stripper pole stage. Again, no fucking directions to follow so I used basic common sense, a few choice curse words, and my cordless drill…wahlah! A stripper pole is born. Its really sturdy, more than I thought and I’ll be able to do some crazy-ass moves once I learn them. I do have some DVD’s to learn off of along with the class so I’ll do that in between classes. The class will be smaller in Level 2 and I shouldn’t have to share the pole. That sounds so funny as I type it. Like some g/b/g scene or something. I think there are a series of DVD’s called “Share that pole” or some crap like that. If there isn’t I should probably start it. Its catchy and you know what you are getting into when you buy it.

I traveled a lot more than I planned on this week but its all good. I decided not to take tours to different cities anymore. My mom has been having a hard time so I don’t need to be away for more than a day or 2. There are alot of people still unable to read my site for some reason, or maybe they just don’t care and would rather ask me repeatedly until I could ram my head into the wall out of sheer frustration. Some more Skinemax movies and series have been coming out that I have done in the past year. I think there are at least 10 now. Its funny, I always know when they come out because I get a bunch of fanmail. None of it has been hatemail which surprises me. There is usually one or two in there about anything I do to tell me I’m going to hell but I guess softcore is allowable and no one thinks I just need a good man to save me when I’m on HBO or Cinemax. I’m still really not clear on what I need saving from. Myself? Great sex? . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I traveled a lot more than I planned on this week but its all good. I decided not to take tours to different cities anymore. My mom has been having a hard time so I don’t need to be away for more than a day or 2. There are alot of people still unable to read my site for some reason, or maybe they just don’t care and would rather ask me repeatedly until I could ram my head into the wall out of sheer frustration. Some more Skinemax movies and series have been coming out that I have done in the past year. I think there are at least 10 now. Its funny, I always know when they come out because I get a bunch of fanmail. None of it has been hatemail which surprises me. There is usually one or two in there about anything I do to tell me I’m going to hell but I guess softcore is allowable and no one thinks I just need a good man to save me when I’m on HBO or Cinemax. I’m still really not clear on what I need saving from. Myself? Great sex? Independence? Oh well, maybe someday I’ll figure it all out and believe the ball and chain is worth the hassle again. Ahhhh, the sweet insanity of love. Ok, so I’m a little bitter. I’d just still rather be alone. I’m not very good with relationships. I dedicate too much, worry too much and of course, fuss to much about the other person’s happiness. I’m happier single, and so it will stay until there is that one person(who I’m convinced does not exist) comes along and I don’t tell them to “fuck off” I get asked on a routine basis what I look for in a partner. Truth is, I don’t look.

So I went to a couple strip clubs to check them out, see how the atmosphere was and if I wanted to audition there. That’s right, you audition to dance in Vegas. I wasn’t really that impressed except for the sheer number of phey were all packed which is great for the girls. A couple of the clubs had a weird vibe of frantic desperation but a few others seemed light, fun, and the girls seemed to be having a pretty good time. Tomorrow is my third class of 4 in the beginner classes. I’m going to go ahead with the rest of the classes. It never hurts to learn. I’m not sure if I want to devote a certain number of days or night to dancing. It really restricts my schedule. I’m going to call some of the clubs and ask them hey can do how it all works in a couple weeks. Tomorrow I’m also going to build my dance stage in my bedroom. After class I might practice a little but since I’ve been swimming everyday that I’m home I don’t want to have a case of overkill and be too sore. I’m driving to LA on Monday to take care of some thing at my condo and do a shoot on Tuesday for DHD. I am not going to be working for that many other companies but I’ve always liked DHD and will probably shoot for them as long as they hire me. I’m putting together project details to have a meeting next week with a local production studio. They seem to be able to accomplish everything I need, they are local and trustworthy. Its a rad combination that is not easily found. I think I may have also found an editor as well. When I start to feel burned out again, I’m going to hand over some of the work-load to him so I can take some time for myself. If I don’t take time for myself, I tend to not feel well after about 4-6 months. Eventually I will probably have a local office/studio here as well as a warehouse. Its in the future but a definite possibility. There have been quite a few companies that are getting in touch with me to distribute videos and content but I’m not sure which direction is best yet. I’m sure after I have a few films in the can, I can show my projects off and get picked up. I will have to edit the bondage movies for the US market and possibly edit farther for the PPV market. The content I plan to produce is not tame enough for the US but I bet the UK and other countries will love it. I can also expect obscenity charged at least a few times Then I’ll know that I’m heading in the right direction. Pucker factor is a good thing. It will be fun to see some people squirm . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

So I went to a couple strip clubs to check them out, see how the atmosphere was and if I wanted to audition there. That’s right, you audition to dance in Vegas. I wasn’t really that impressed except for the sheer number of phey were all packed which is great for the girls. A couple of the clubs had a weird vibe of frantic desperation but a few others seemed light, fun, and the girls seemed to be having a pretty good time. Tomorrow is my third class of 4 in the beginner classes. I’m going to go ahead with the rest of the classes. It never hurts to learn. I’m not sure if I want to devote a certain number of days or night to dancing. It really restricts my schedule. I’m going to call some of the clubs and ask them hey can do how it all works in a couple weeks. Tomorrow I’m also going to build my dance stage in my bedroom. After class I might practice a little but since I’ve been swimming everyday that I’m home I don’t want to have a case of overkill and be too sore. I’m driving to LA on Monday to take care of some thing at my condo and do a shoot on Tuesday for DHD. I am not going to be working for that many other companies but I’ve always liked DHD and will probably shoot for them as long as they hire me. I’m putting together project details to have a meeting next week with a local production studio. They seem to be able to accomplish everything I need, they are local and trustworthy. Its a rad combination that is not easily found. I think I may have also found an editor as well. When I start to feel burned out again, I’m going to hand over some of the work-load to him so I can take some time for myself. If I don’t take time for myself, I tend to not feel well after about 4-6 months. Eventually I will probably have a local office/studio here as well as a warehouse. Its in the future but a definite possibility. There have been quite a few companies that are getting in touch with me to distribute videos and content but I’m not sure which direction is best yet. I’m sure after I have a few films in the can, I can show my projects off and get picked up. I will have to edit the bondage movies for the US market and possibly edit farther for the PPV market. The content I plan to produce is not tame enough for the US but I bet the UK and other countries will love it. I can also expect obscenity charged at least a few times Then I’ll know that I’m heading in the right direction. Pucker factor is a good thing. It will be fun to see some people squirm. And of course there will be the US projects I’m also looking into 24-7 webcams for my home. Its great security but also fun for the voyeurs that are part of the site. I’m going to contact several companies to see what they can do for me. I have already had many estimates for other work that I want done around the house, like getting rid of the carpet. I hate beige, so I’m having the house painted too. Its all much less expensive than I thought it was going to be. Then again, maybe its all relative. I’m having more estimates done next week. Everyday I am in Vegas, the more I love it. I know I keep saying it but I feel like I’m really, finally, home. I belong here and I can really make the best of things, the best of the all the hard work. I can really give my mom the care that she needs and have the time to spend with her. I’m still traveling but not far away and not for a week at a time. Well, maybe I don’t have as much time as I could. I keep filling up the extra time I would use to relax with other classes. I’m thinking about taking additional classes including contortionist classes. It would make bondage modeling much more interesting,. I’m getting closer to the splits anyway and I’ve always been naturally flexible, why not just go with it. What strippers can contort? That would be a sight to see:)