I finally figured out the Smileys for the message boards so I’ve been dorking out on that alot.The board has been hopping and really fun. I’ve been trying to think up new poll topics. I posted a topic in the message boards so hopefully there will be some great suggestions. I shot some content with the new lingerie but I’m having trouble with my still camera. I was told I need a different lense for low light, which explains everything and makes me smack my forehead and say “duh” I’m going to bring the Sony from now on and save the Canon for shooting other people or until I get a different lens. Maybe I should just learn how to use the damn f-stop,lol. My fish is . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Video Diary is on the way for today:)

Today was really interesting and enlightening. I went with my older bro this morning to what I thought was going to be a financial planning seminar. It was, in essence but I got more out of it than just a gateway to start my own plan. I’ve found a way to actually help entertainment professionals. I decided to . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I was looking at houses online again. Its kind of frustrating. Well, its difficult to narrow search parameters when looking to move when there are over 34,000 properties available and when I put in what I really want, its only narrows to about 3,000. I was leaning toward a newer home but those don’t really come with much land and not likely a pool already there. Then I leaned toward an older home with more land but I hate the thought of moving in and having to fix a bunch of stuff like I did in the house I currently live in. I’m torn between getting a letter of prequalification and going or just walking into the builders office and then letting them prequalify me. I would hate to get my credit hit twice back to back with inquiries since I’m trying to get the best rate possible. Its a big,weird, step for me especially since I wasn’t planning to be able to be in the industry this long, and it looks like I’ll be around for a long while now. Its really weird to plan to move out of state and still have property in the state I’m moving from. Its a little disorienting to my nomadic nature. My goal is to move this time and not more for another 5-10 years if at all. Its time to settle and actually live somewhere longer than a year or so. Sure its been fun and all but I think maybe I’m at a certain age where I want to settle? Maybe I just hate moving boxes and my stuff getting broken. The good news is that . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Its nice to be home, cook Thanksgiving dinner and stuff myself silly! The trip home was pretty uneventful. I read an entire 500 page novel on the way which surprised me since I usually alternate reading and working. When I got off the plane was when things got a little interesting. I retrieved my luggage and was heading to the door to catch a taxi and this really tall guy was coming toward me. I had excused myself through a little crowd and everyone seemed to be in a pretty good mood, going to see family, and of course eat:) The tall guy just kept coming, looking over my head as if I wasn’t there at all. There was no where for me to go so I just braced myself and put my shoulder into it. . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I have the first 2 scenes written for “Servitude” Thanks so much for those of you who voted and helped me out by deciding the title:) Its coming along really nicely and I’m really proud of it so far. After its written, then I’ll figure out the costs. I don’t want to cap myself on being creative. There are alot of things I just enjoy doing and if I break even then I’m happy, if I make a profit, great! Once I get moved I plan to have a full editing studio to muck around in and all the equipment a gal could ask for or dork out on:) I think it will be really fun to learn to edit HD. That’s what the movie is going to be shot in BTW:) I’d like to take the BDSM films to the next level, have a story, a character you enjoy as he or she moves through thier sexual adventure. Plus, I can be way more creative with the BDSM stuff and there’s way more toys and challenges too. I may even have a cast in mind as well but I’m still working on it. Its really fun writing out the script. I just let my imagination run like a fantasy movie in my head with all the shots and I just write it all down.

What a great day in NYC:) I was surprised that it was in the 50’s and the sun even came out. I edited the content I shot yesterday and had a blast on the boards. I missed “Dexter” on showtime but I’ll get to see it when I get home.. It was so nice of James not to ruin it for me on the board. I keep getting weird spam in my email. It went from viagra to misspelled sex acts and now stock quotes. Did I graduate to premium spam??? I’m even getting . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Video Diary for today:)Voyuer-cam is gonna run all night and into the morning if you would like to peek in on me:)

Yesterday, I flew to San Fransisco to shoot for Hogtied again:) We did what they call a live show butit wasn’t live. Instead, it was a a whole shoot, no breaks and a whole tape. I had 2 Doms (guys) and that was a first for me, I have never been on film with 2 guys Domming me. It was fun! Sid(I hope I’m spelling his name right) was one Dom and of course Matt was the other. I was put through a another new thing called the zipper. Unfortunately I’m marked from it today . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Man, I am still beat. I hope I’m not this tired tomorrow because I plan to write the rest of the movie I started on yesterday and maybe start on Part 2 since I’ll have so much time. I won’t have much free time in NYC but my late evenings and morning are there for me to get some shooting done and edit while I’m away. I’m so happy I have a laptop to get things done on the road. It makes life alot easier, well, easier to work anyway:) Its great to be able to still be active everyday on the message board and update the site on the fly as well. I decided to buy some clothes when I got to NYC instead of just bring all my semi-warm clothes that way I’ll actually have real winter clothes not the thin Cali clothes. I’l going to buy some new lingerie while I’m there too . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!