Sarah Blake’s Blog

I finally figured out the Smileys for the message boards so I’ve been dorking out on that alot.The board has been hopping and really fun. I’ve been trying to think up new poll topics. I posted a topic in the message boards so hopefully there will be some great suggestions. I shot some content with the new lingerie but I’m having trouble with my still camera. I was told I need a different lense for low light, which explains everything and makes me smack my forehead and say “duh” I’m going to bring the Sony from now on and save the Canon for shooting other people or until I get a different lens. Maybe I should just learn how to use the damn f-stop,lol. My fish is . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I finally figured out the Smileys for the message boards so I’ve been dorking out on that alot.The board has been hopping and really fun. I’ve been trying to think up new poll topics. I posted a topic in the message boards so hopefully there will be some great suggestions. I shot some content with the new lingerie but I’m having trouble with my still camera. I was told I need a different lense for low light, which explains everything and makes me smack my forehead and say “duh” I’m going to bring the Sony from now on and save the Canon for shooting other people or until I get a different lens. Maybe I should just learn how to use the damn f-stop,lol. My fish is doing well, I forgot to take the “do not disturb” sign off the door so the maids didn’t come in to feed him. I gave him some bread to hold him over. He liked is and goldfish are hearty little shits. I want to take him home now. He’s kept me company and we bonded over the bread. I told my mom about him and now she insists that we need a fish tank. I’ll have to indulge her when I get home.

Video Diary is on the way for today:)

Video Diary is on the way for today:)

Today was really interesting and enlightening. I went with my older bro this morning to what I thought was going to be a financial planning seminar. It was, in essence but I got more out of it than just a gateway to start my own plan. I’ve found a way to actually help entertainment professionals. I decided to . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Today was really interesting and enlightening. I went with my older bro this morning to what I thought was going to be a financial planning seminar. It was, in essence but I got more out of it than just a gateway to start my own plan. I’ve found a way to actually help entertainment professionals. I decided to become a broker. In doing this I’ll be able to help countless guys and gals that are in the entertainment industry make thier money grow for them instead of being broke in 5 years like almost everyone. Its hard to believe, but those folks live paycheck to paycheck too. No one teaches anyone how to manage money, how mortgages really work. What better way to learn and understand than to learn it from the inside. Of course, I’ll be able to help anyone who wants to get a financial plan going if I’m lisenced in thier state but I want to create a safe place for the adult entertainment professionals to go and get retirement planning going. Adult performers are on a clock, the clock runs out, its over. No more work in that field. Anything can happen and its over in a blink of an eye so its good to plan. Most people in the financial district wouldn’t touch anyone in the adult industry but that’s all starting to change in leaps and bounds. The problem is that alot of industry people are afraid to go to someone because they don’t want to be judjed or looked down upon. I frankly cannot judge anyone and don’t. Thats not my job to determine if so-and-so is living up to my standards, and frankly I could give less of a fuck as long as they aren’t damaging anyone or effecting my life. So this will be a way I can help people, move into finance, and fine tune my plan as well:)I go back for another meeting the first of December. I had to go through a back-ground check.but I’m not worrie. Please, when my little bro sign-ed up for the military, I had feds in my place asking me questions and ran one on me then, no problem. I ain’t skeered. Plus, I’ve never been arrested or served jailtime. They’ll see that I am divorved, and I worked alot of jobs when I was college age, then they’ll see Playboy as my last employer besides my own company in the last, wow, 3 years. Thinking back, its been a great ride. Time to keep on branching out and keeping the machine running. Since I’m a workaholic and I thrive under pressure, adding another business venture should be fun. Its always great to learn something new and if nothing else, I can use the knowledge to help myself. It will be fun to show people how to be able to live very well by planning now for thier future. I also really want to help low-income families. I grew up poor and this might be a perfect way to give back. No one can count on Social Security. You have to plan, and you have to put the plan in action, then you have to insure all of that. Sounds complicated but I know I’ll do fine. I’ll get the license in Cali, Nevada, and probably New York. I can’t wait to get started. I know what alot of nay-sayers are thinking:you don’t have enough time for that with everything else going on. Well, I’ll make time and my mind’s set. So look out! One of the best parts is that I will never charge the families for creating these financial plans to reach their goals and ensure their retirement. I get paid on the back end as a thank you from the institutions I direct people to go to based on their needs. With all the companies out there, there are ones that will fit those needs so I don’t even have to be a salesperson, they don’t even have to go with what I suggest. And that’s neater that shiot. Now if I can just learn to spell…

I was looking at houses online again. Its kind of frustrating. Well, its difficult to narrow search parameters when looking to move when there are over 34,000 properties available and when I put in what I really want, its only narrows to about 3,000. I was leaning toward a newer home but those don’t really come with much land and not likely a pool already there. Then I leaned toward an older home with more land but I hate the thought of moving in and having to fix a bunch of stuff like I did in the house I currently live in. I’m torn between getting a letter of prequalification and going or just walking into the builders office and then letting them prequalify me. I would hate to get my credit hit twice back to back with inquiries since I’m trying to get the best rate possible. Its a big,weird, step for me especially since I wasn’t planning to be able to be in the industry this long, and it looks like I’ll be around for a long while now. Its really weird to plan to move out of state and still have property in the state I’m moving from. Its a little disorienting to my nomadic nature. My goal is to move this time and not more for another 5-10 years if at all. Its time to settle and actually live somewhere longer than a year or so. Sure its been fun and all but I think maybe I’m at a certain age where I want to settle? Maybe I just hate moving boxes and my stuff getting broken. The good news is that . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I was looking at houses online again. Its kind of frustrating. Well, its difficult to narrow search parameters when looking to move when there are over 34,000 properties avaiable and when I put in what I really want, its only narrows to about 3,000. I was leaning toward a newer home but those don’t really come with much land and not likely a pool already there. Then I leaned toward an older home with more land but I hate the thought of moving in and having to fix a bunch of stuff like I did in the house I currently live in. I’m torn between getting a letter of prequalification and going or just walking into the builders office and then letting them prequalify me. I would hate to get my credit hit twice back to back with inquiries since I’m trying to get the best rate possible. Its a big,weird, step for me especially since I wasn’t planning to be able to be in the industry this long, and it looks like I’ll be around for a long while now. Its really weird to plan to move out of state and still have property in the state I’m moving from. Its a little disorienting to my nomadic nature. My goal is to move this time and not more for another 5-10 years if at all. Its time to settle and actually live somewhere longer than a year or so. Sure its been fun and all but I think maybe I’m at a certain age where I want to settle? Maybe I just hate moving boxes and my stuff getting broken. The good news is that the membership sign-ups to the site have gone back up to where they were and the site should start making money when I projected it too. I’m still waiting on some 8X10’s to arrive for some panty orders, which is driving me crazy. I hate waiting and I know the suctomers are hating to wait as well. Oh well, I’ll watch Forensic Files and get some rest. I love that guys voice:) Tomorrow morning I’m going to a meeting about financial planning with my older Bro and that should be fun. Its always fun to plan retirement and make goals. I doubt I could ever really retire from working but I think I’d pull back and take a different track when its time. I can’t perform forever nor do I want to. I want to do it as long as I’m still loving it, not do it because I have to and end up hating sex altogether like I see sometimes. Damn, that’s really sad. I admit, there are times when I just need some time away from it all and to recharge the ol’ battery but I can’t imagine having that dead feeling I know some people feel when it comes to sex. Autopilot is weird in that situation. I hope that doesn’t happen to me and I’ve taken certain measures to ensure that it doesn’t. I take time when I need it instead of working through it. Seems like that would be damaging to one’s mind to make yourself to sex stuff you don’t want to do. People do it though. You can see it too. Its like a stare, a look in the eyes, its creepy. The movements and sounds are there but they aren’t present in the moment and are cold quickly. The act falls and there is a chill in the air.

Its nice to be home, cook Thanksgiving dinner and stuff myself silly! The trip home was pretty uneventful. I read an entire 500 page novel on the way which surprised me since I usually alternate reading and working. When I got off the plane was when things got a little interesting. I retrieved my luggage and was heading to the door to catch a taxi and this really tall guy was coming toward me. I had excused myself through a little crowd and everyone seemed to be in a pretty good mood, going to see family, and of course eat:) The tall guy just kept coming, looking over my head as if I wasn’t there at all. There was no where for me to go so I just braced myself and put my shoulder into it. He fell flat on his ass. I was kind of shocked figuring that I would be the one falling. I almost laughed but then the guy looked really pissed. He was about to curse at me when an even larger policeman leaned over his shoulder and told him he better watch where he was going. He then asked me(still standing) if I was OK. I yes said but was thinking ” of course I am, I won!” There’s always a funny story to come home and tell my family even if its at the end of my trip:)

Its nice to be home, cook Thanksgiving dinner and stuff myself silly! The trip home was pretty uneventful. I read an entire 500 page novel on the way which surprised me since I usually alternate reading and working. When I got off the plane was when things got a little interesting. I retrieved my luggage and was heading to the door to catch a taxi and this really tall guy was coming toward me. I had excused myself through a little crowd and everyone seemed to be in a pretty good mood, going to see family, and of course eat:) The tall guy just kept coming, looking over my head as if I wasn’t there at all. There was no where for me to go so I just braced myself and put my shoulder into it. . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!