I have another shoot set up for Friday and will be broadcasting it live for all to see once again on the voyuercam, followed by a quick webshow to talk about it all:) Not much has been happening lately except lots of learning of software programs, reading program manuals and trial and error editing all the while coupled with a healthy dose of cursing. Things seem to work better when I curse at them. Not people, they get pissy but machinery, cars, computers. They respond well to verbal abuse. Oh, I’ll be signing calendars for a company that shot me and made a kewl gamer-girl calender . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

It was kind of a tough day. There was so much to do and not enough time to do it all. More than the typical day. I managed to edit quite a few videos, got in touch with some people for content that I need to get and start on and whew, just Ftping the stuff takes awhile. It was hurry up and wait all day. I’m in the process of revamping some advertising and yet another billing compnay is in the works to deal with some issues I’ve had. I started designing the PPV site . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Woohooo, I got more stuff to play with in the mail:) I received 5 speculums to play with along with a spikey thing and some clover nipple clamps! Now tonight I can film a personal DVD with some more fun stuff. I really like getting special things for the DVD’s, it makes it all so personal and exciting . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Its so great to be home, so great in fact that I must have excited the gargoyle bastard because he immediatley pissed on my shoe after I took it off. I had been gone long enough to lose the “home scent” I don’t reccomend doing that. The girls teared up and starting fighting for attention so much I had to separate them for a sec then roll around in the yard(the non-poo part) and love on them for about an hour before relaying the more interesting parts of my trip to my family. Its always an adventure and always someone who gets under my skin while traveling, causing me to face-bark them into submission. I always forget that I am a petite gal and act as though I’m about 6 feet tall and 250 pounds. That would describe my inner bitch.  She . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I’m flying out today, I’m actually in the airport right now. I’m homesick and miss my dogs. It will be great to go home. I’m going to start taking shorter trips I’m good for about 3 days then I start going a little batty. The last couple days were great though. No complaints other than . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

The lst few days have been relaxing, the sun never did come out but life is still good. I am working on some alternative billing options for the rest of the world and those that don’t want to use or have a credit card, which I completely understand. I’m also working on some PPV options just for my website instead of moving the traffic to other places. That will take some time(it always does) but I think it will be great and allow people to see what they want instead of having a re-accruing membership that they have to cancel. Some people just don’t like that. The more options the better, the way I see it. I got a funny email bitching at me about . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I wish the sun would come out but it is fall i the midwest and it is what it is. I went for a swim today. This hotel doesn’t fuck around and just knock the chill off the water like some places. They actually heat it enough to be comfortable. If felt good to get off my ass and move around,lol. I went through some foot pics I shot and . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

I started the day off with a nice migraine followed by alot of coffee and some ibprofen to knoick it out which worked but then I was really tired. I shook it off and then started the work for the day. I got a ton of stuff done and if my internet connect would have been a little better, it woud have been my birthday. I shot a couple photosets with the new canon camera and they turned out pretty good. Lighting in hotel is always an issue so I decided to make everything moody and up the brightness and contract in post. I practiced some self bondage with black rope and made a simple chest harness followed by tieing my knees together . . .
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survived the airplane ride once again. My nerves aren’t as bad as they usually are. I tried to sleep but that didn’t work so I worked on some ideas for DVD’s and some other fun projects that in the development stage. Its hard to believe the site has been up for nearly 2 months! I can’t believe I’m actually putting up 2 updates a day and I’m not burnt out yet! I think I might be having too much fun:) The good times far outweigh the more difficult ones. Things are always moving forward and toward the positive. I have a little hitch once in awhile, but its mostly due to time constraints and that I haven’t cloned myself yet. I still think I could only stand another me for a short time before I killed her and dumped her in the desert, especially if she has my smart-ass attitude. Maybe I could make one for each facet of myself, that would work, then I could go on vacation. Ahhh, I’d be bored in a couple days on vacation anyway. A real vacation to me is . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Yet another fun webcam show! Its so much fun to hang out with my members. After the show I filmed another personal DVD and was going to edit it but since I was flying the following day, I was too nervous to concentrate so I decided to wait until I was in Chicago and settled in. After all this time, I still have a fear of flying. I don’t shake or get upset anymore but I do get a little on edge and that does not make for a happy travel-Sarah. My inner bitch decides that we aren’t going to talk to anyone and if someone bothers us, I just handle them like I do the negative people on the boards:) By bothering me, I don’t mean normal chit-chat, I mean obviously just being annoying after I have asked to be left alone or when I am on the phone letting my mom know that I am OK. I did a dumb thing, I left the tapes I planned to edit while I was here in my home office so I’ll have my bro overnight them to the hotel instead of waiting ’til I get home to work on them. I have too much to do to sit idle! That drives me nuts anyway. I’d rather multi task and watch Law and Order while I edit photos or something. I planned out a schedule of self shoots and got over excited about . . . Read the rest of this blog entry here!