This was the hardest month of my life. My grandmother died and I don’t have much to say. I’m sort of in shock still and have to deal with my grief in my own way….Read the rest of this blog entry here!

Today I had my third pole dance class and things are finally coming together. I just have to shut everyone else out. Tha was the problem. The class is always fun, I just need to worry about myself and stop being so nice and helpful. I’m alot more confident now that the routine is coming together. Fawnia is a great instructor and makes it funny with her sense of humor. I’ll be taking the next set of classes too. There is also a lap-dance class as well that I might take just for shits and giggles. Its always good to brush up on … Read the rest of this blog entry here!

As I sit here watching the upload meter, drink wine, and watch CSI, I’m still thinking of new business ideas and things to get going. I’ll probably have to get an actual office by next year, especially the way things are going with the orders. Sheesh, I have to order all this new stuff to make sure its in stock! Its a great and unexpected thing. The word is out on my site now, except for the damn internet and moving delays, all is going just great.

I have been sleeping better than I have in a long time. Now I just have to get on evenings and nights. Its really difficult now that I’m over 25. I heard that has something to do with it. I found a couple clubs that I am really interested in dancing at. I had to order a new pole since the movers didn’t bring it, the bums, and it arrived the other day. Now I’m not sure if I have all the parts to put the table together so I’m calling Platinum stages tomorrow.

I have to make a ton of calls and the gardner is coming over to reseal the flower beds in the courtyard. I still haven’t decided what to do with it out there but it needs an overhaul, it needs a life, and possibly a built-in grill so I can cook out there. I may turn it into more of my zen-like oasis with fountains. My only concern with the fountains is always having to add water and keeping up on them to ensure the motors don’t burn up. I was thinking solar was the best way to go but it doesn’t get much sun. I do plan on taking my home off the grid with solar panels on the roof.

Earlier today I worked for Cinemax on an episode of Sin City Diaries that will air this spring. The house we shot in was so tacky it doubles as a hotel, movie magic is weird sometimes. I play the bosses daughter and I end up breaking up with my fiance, fucking a …

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