End of January, the move, the pain, the condo. I get to the airport early but I’m not at LAX so I’m pretty relaxed at not having to deal with numerous people crowding me and trying to cut line. Bella Star is no where in sight so I figure that she has left from another airport. She lives up north so it does make sense. Then I get a phone call as we are boarding from Bella. She just arrived and was trying to park. UGH! I can’t really go up to the damn pilot and say “Hold the plane! We have a Porn Star running a tad bit late! Don’t you know who I am?” I mean really, as much as we porn chics would like to be famous and have all the damn power to take over the world, it’s just not like that. Even mainstream celebs miss flights. So she missed the first flight. I arrive after about an hour, no biggy. There’s Rob, the owner with a video camera filming me in the damn airport. Even though I’m not a celeb, I don’t like to be recognized in airports or stalked to a set, so I wasn’t very happy that he could be jeopardizing my safety by alerting everyone in the general vicinity that…

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Tomorrow is final walk-through time but tonight was girls-night out. I hung out with Justine and a good friend of ours. We had dinner, drinks, and then we watched a very old cartoon from out youth called “Jem” Its totally corny but it brought me back. We also talked about the ewok cartoons and the ewok movies. Does anyone remember what the ewok movies were named??? Does anyone know if I’m spelling ewok correctly? I did actually work today, and gawd I did not want to get up this morning! Good thing coffee is still legal. I was shot in some really kewl beach lighting and…

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I just worked for Vivid!!! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!They really like me and want to have me back on other movies! Yay!!!!!!!!! I can act! Yay!!!!!!!! Ok, enough of me imitating that puppet from Comedy Central. I had 2 scenes today. In the first scene, I played a gal names “Harmony”, who just got married to “Will” but my best friend”Cindy” is his ex-lover. So it stirred some mixed emotions while I was stirring some pasta for my husband’s supper. I was interrupted but not rudely, mind you, by some very nice leg and ass worship by Kris Slater(Will). We banged on the counter for a few hours and Red(the director) was really happy. I was happy because I came like 3 times, and about…

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You can now be fined for being a dumbass in California. Well, not exactly. Its for the person that was a dumbass and ignored a warning or safety precaution and in turn needs rescuing. Its about damn time. The cap was a $1,000 but now its 12k! Basically if you are riding your bike, bungy-jumping, skiing, white water rafting or doing some other thrill-seeking activity, beware, and watch out for signs in the golden state. I guess that stops my plans to…

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I’m never disappointed when it comes to being disappointed in the lack of professionalism in the adult industry. I have posted some examples in past entries and I have yet another idiot added to the list in my dead file. I spare you the details but I will tell you that it makes me wonder how these people/companies survive in the real world. I routinely filter out these people while booking myself for legit projects but they never cease to amaze me with their vagueness or lack of tact. I thought a brain was required to run a business…apparently even the use of complete sentences escape a lot of the new start-up companies. I spoke with a very nice gal from the http://www.fuckingmachines.com site and scheduled some for February with them. They were the most professional people I had spoken to today and very refreshing compared the above mentioned poor excuse for an anything remotely similar to being described as a grown human being over the age of 12. I got the Vivid shoot all ironed out and I’ll be doing a scene with Savanna Samson. I’ve never met her but I hear very good things about her being a real sweetheart. Its going to be a fun day of firsts. First time working for Vivid…

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And the saga continues of one lazy porn chick who said she would be updating her diary everyday yet skipped yesterday. Ok, I’m lame… Honestly, I’m bored. I’ve taken some time off work to chill and recover from Vegas rot. There hasn’t been too much going on except that I found out that I’m not a bad plummer! I went over to Justine’s house and the plummer came by to checkout the damage. She needs a new one so there isn’t much I could have done..so Nah-nah-nah-nah-nah, nah! At some point during internext I gave my extra flashlight-keychain vibrator to…

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I’m home….finally home and relaxing. No more recycled air, no more crowds. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh… On the 3rd, I went to the Airport and my flight was late. Huge crowd, and someone trying to stand up my ass. That’s when someone stands so close to you that you can feel body heat. I finally got on the plane and befriended a local Vegas college gal. She drove me to my hotel which was called THE hotel at the Mandalay Bay. I didn’t quite get that I was staying at THE Hotel and previously bitched at the people who brought me to Internext for this. When I realized that I was a complete idiot. My roommate was…

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I got my desk from Staples delivered and found out that I had to put it together myself. Including gluing dowel rods and all the hardware. It took me about 4 hours! I wasn’t expecting it to take that long but there were literally over 100 parts…

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Usually, I don’t answer emails like this but this one was too funny not to…besides it came in not 20 minutes after I wrote about New Year’s and how happy I am.

Klark’s first email:

Subject: sarah no dear sarah imagine that you r in fifties will u stay doing the same thing nowadays you are more than beutiful and have a sexy body which attract everybody but in the future do u garantee that u will have the same sexybody and the same beutiful face all of us must grow , thats the nature and we have to benefit from our bodies now by making our countries proud of us, by doing something useful to our people to make everybody love sarah, the nicest girl , the girl who really loves everybody and want to help them i saw many many many bitches in my life and most of them are really dirty and they r evils, demons. but u. u are not like them i believe that. there is a strange sound keep telling me that u r a good person dear sarah it was my pleasure to talk to u thnks sarah

My response: You know what, If my family can accept my career decisions, everyone else can just fuck off. Go try save somebody that’s unhappy, or miserable. I myself am happier than I have ever been in my entire life. I have a great income, and no one telling me what I have to do with my life. I’m getting ready to purchase my first home and I am able to take care of my retired mother. Judge someone else, preach to someone else, improve someone’s life in your own community rather than reaching out across miles of earth to write to someone who is doesn’t need any help. Help a homeless child, an abused person, a family in need. It would be a better use of your time.

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Sat January 01,2005 12:01:56 am Yes, this is the end….of 2004 Its been an eventful year, my year in porn, as an adult model, adult actress, porn chic, slut, whore, caretaker to my mom, future home owner, Business owner, my own agent. This time of year is a time when I reflect on the year passing and other years in my life. Things sure have changed. Just 2 years ago I lived in a camper with no running water, was underweight, and had no real aspirations to better my life. I was miserable. My tale is not one of porn being the end of the line, or my only source of income because I am uneducated. It is an accomplishment which I take great pride in, and I’m blessed to have my family support me all they way. It is the story of success.Maybe one day I’ll write the whole story of my adventure that is my life, but its much too soon to think about that. I still have alot of goals and dreams to make come true. I will elaborate on the dream part a little more.

What I’ve accomplished since entering the adult industry:

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