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I went to a bikini bar with a few friends. That place was very different. Full contact lap dances but no nekid gals. For a California club its actually the best one I’ve been too. I was quite impressed and the girls were super sweethearts unlike the gals I encountered at the nude or topless clubs. I guess your attitude is better when you don’t have ot be nekid and on guard all the time. I know the feeling even though I was never on stage(cept for the g/g shows?) I loved being a lap-bunny but I always had to stay on guard from the creeps that tried stuff. Don’t get me wrong I love to be touched and caressed but some guys are a little more eager and rough than I like.

I got this email today: “i saw your ad on sexyjobs and I love your look.. I see you only do b/g with condoms and i was wondering if you have been getting any work just doing that..If you consider doing b/g without condoms keep me in mind because I could get you a good amount of work..Thank You for your time.” There is a hell of a lot of people out there that try to discourage that girls that are condom only and also tell us that you will not get any work that way, bleh, they don’t know jack. I am venting, border-line ranting so bare with me. Of course those people don’t think we can get any work for “them”. I know a lot of condom friendly companies that believe its the performers choice and they sell plenty of movie so they couldn’t give less of a shit. I’m talking about the feature companies of course. The ones that aren’t scraping by or putting out as much trash that is poorly shot only to make a small profit off the movie as a whole because they have a big market in the PPV market as well as in the overseas market. I personally don’t care about the companies that try to pressure me or suggest that I could be making more money without the thin barely visible piece of possibly life saving latex that if you do a great scene no one cares about the damn thing anyway. I could double, or triple my income if I decided to do this but frankly I am the one that has to suffer the consequences of the clap, gonnerea, or the other nasties that tend to happen. I could also earn more doing double anal but its all a matter of what I’m comfortable with. I’m just not going to do a good scene is I’m freaked out about the guy’s dick in me without a condom and I think about all the disease I could be possibly getting because he might have done some non-condom anal creampie gangbang earlier in the week when a simple ass can potentially become a cauldron of disease. Infections are also a concern. I don’t like yeast infections or PH problems. Ok, I vented, I feel better now.

One a lighter note…I think I have a pregnant dog. She wasn’t in heat that long and now she has had morning sickness and is grumpyier than a porn star on a 14 hour set. Her belly isn’t any bigger from what I can tell but I afraid she is with puppies. Even happier note: I got approved for a home loan! Now I have to go meet with my Realtor and pick a place I can live wiht. This is going to be a little more trying for me than some might imagine. I have literally never had xmas(bah humbug) in the same dwelling since I was 7 years old. I’m a nomad. I want to own my own place but I ask myself if I’ll be restless in a year after ownership. Probably not since I’m going to be doing a good amount of travel in the next few years with dancing, signings, and the like. Possibly the fact that I was renting made me want to move. hmmm…time will tell.

I went to a bikini bar with a few friends. That place was very different. Full contact lap dances but no nekid gals. For a California club its actually the best one I’ve been too. I was quite impressed and the girls were super sweethearts unlike the gals I encountered at the nude or topless clubs. I guess your attitude is better when you don’t have ot be nekid and on guard all the time. I know the feeling even though I was never on stage(cept for the g/g shows?) I loved being a lap-bunny but I always had to stay on guard from the creeps that tried stuff. Don’t get me wrong I love to be touched and caressed but some guys are a little more eager and rough than I like.

I got this email today: “i saw your ad on sexyjobs and I love your look..

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Last night I went to a Jazz bar and got really dead-azz drunk, flashed several of the other patrons and almost got kicked out twice for making out with Justine, we were told we couldn’t have sex at the table. Come on! it was sloppy kisses with lots of tongue and some heavy, heavy petting! The wine tasted great but Justine always tastes better. I took some nekid picks in the ladies room. No families were in sight at this “family restaurant” so whatever. Another adventure. Today I’m hung the fuck over, since I was fucked the fuck up, but at least I don’t have a headache. I am usually tired and a little queasy the next day and can’t remember ever having a headache from drinking. I drink plenty of water before bed if I get to it before passing out. Well, I’m preparing for Vegas, since I’m going to be there for Internext and the AVN Expo. That’s too long in that damn town and its hard to keep up. I learned that last year by the 4th day. Parties every night, so drinking beforehand is always a good idea to build up a tolerance. This year will be a little different for me. Last year I was an unknown, I was free to roam and be anonymous. This year, it may be a little different. I met Andrew Blake the other night as well and he wants to shoot me and Justine in a scene together! Yayyy! I’m really excited about it because its going to be fetish and I love the fetish world. I’m still learning alot but I like the taste of it so far. Plus, I can explore it with Justine and she knows alot more about it than I do.

I’ve been asked a lot about that kind of men I like. Its not an easy question to answer since I like many different kinds of qualities for different reasons, depending on my mood. Hey, I’m a woman, what do you expect! I’m usually attracted to shy, kind, intelligent men that aren’t arrogant, who has an open mind, doesn’t need a ton of reassurances about himself or alot of my time. He’d have to be able to hold his own, meaning no non-working suitcase pimp, that sits at home and watched tv while I’m at work. Ew! The thought bring bile to my throat. The thing is I’m still a little better about my last relationship and don’t have much use for anything high-maintenance, which all relationships are. I simply don’t have the patience and I’m not lonely. I get all the sex I want so that’s not an issue. Basically I live a charmed life right now and love being single, silly, flirty and my freedom!!! I think of one of my fave movies every time I say Freedom!!!!!!!!!! Which is how I felt after my divorce without the dead part, being written about in history, or someone making a movie about it. Bleh! ok, enough about that.

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving weekend, stayed safe in the gridlock of traveling home, didn’t turn red in the face with road rage, had a belly full of turkey and a good nap. I’ll be going to the grocery store tomorrow to restock and to get some pumkin pie on sale, my fave!

Last night I went to a Jazz bar and got really dead-azz drunk, flashed several of the other patrons and almost got kicked out twice for making out with Justine, we were told we couldn’t have sex at the table. Come on! it was sloppy kisses with lots of tongue and some heavy, heavy…\
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I had coffee with Justine today. She’s so sweet. I have been feeling blah and we talked about that while instead of coffee we had Jamba Juice. Its was better than the coffee I was thinking of having and not harsh on my stomach since I got overzealous with my red wine last night. I wasn’t sick, didn’t have a headache but I was so tired this morning the last thing I wasn’t to do was get out of bed. Now I’m watching that old man-hating movie “Waiting to Exhale”. Most men hate this movie, I think its funny, but then again, I’ve had a couple bad relationships. I especially like the part when Angela Basset burns her soon to be Ex-husbands shit out in her drive-way.

The traffic is shit, women are getting felt up at the airports, and the holidays are here! I’m going to Denny’s for thanksgiving. I can’t cook for 2 people, that’s ludicrous. So, we’ll have mashed potatoes and turkey. I hate wasting food so I can’t go ahead and cook a turkey, mashed potatoes, fresh yeast rolls, noodles, pumpkin pie only to have over half of it leftover. My mom informed me that she has figured out what she wants for xmas. A bong and some pot, and a cannabis card! OMG, I would never thought I would hear those words from her mouth. Its illegal where we grew up but in Cali its a different story and very accepted. She just tuned 50 and looks about 35 with a smart-ass attitude on an unruly teen-ager. I love her for that. I’m never embarrassed by her antics at the grocery store but too amused at times and try really hard not to laugh in the peoples faces that just got verbally abused by none other than my mom. I pity the fools that piss her off. She is a tell it like it is gal and I sooo respect that. I get more like her everyday as my journal probably reflects in the ranting. Now my mom is beautiful but don’t email me for pictures of her! I’m very protective of my family and tend to bite when provoked. I think I may be living in my space too much with my little Chihuahua mafia. Their behavior is not socially acceptable in humans, but I don’t care, I’ve always growled. Oh, and one more thing…. Have a very safe and happy Thanksgiving! Be thankful for the food and the time you get to spend with your family and friends. If you are away from them, give em a call and join in the festivities!

I had coffee with Justine today. She’s so sweet. I have been feeling blah and we talked about that while instead of coffee we had Jamba Juice. Its was better than the coffee I was thinking of having and not harsh on my stomach since I got overzealous with my red wine last night. I wasn’t sick, didn’t have a headache but I was so tired this morning the last thing I wasn’t to do was get out of bed. Now I’m watching that old man-hating movie “Waiting to Exhale”. Most men hate this movie, I think its funny, but then again, I’ve had a couple bad relationships. I especially like the part when Angela Basset burns her soon to be Ex-husbands shit out in her drive-way.

The traffic is shit, women are getting felt up at the airports, and the holidays are here! I’m going to Denny’s …
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Saturday I worked, and then bummed around the house for the rest of the day before settling in with a glass of RED wine. I watched some weird movie on the scifi channel and was lazy. Sunday was about the same. I think I may be in a rut. Monday I worked in Santa Monica displaying myself nekid and having fun with he camerman, who seemed embarrassed to be taking nude pictures so it was fun. I like messing with the shy guys, they are sweet.Santa Monica is so beautiful.

Today, I am still making plans for Vegas and got confirmation that I will be attending Internex as well as the AVN expo. This is great, now I can stop worrying and haggling with companies, hehehe. I got into the Exotic Dancer show that will either be on ppv or hbo,showtime or something like that. I’m going for taped interview where they get to ask me all sorts of questions. That should be interesting, considering I’m probably the only gal from the adult industry, heheh. The embarrassing stories will be fun to tell on tape. On TV there was a nekid dude with a water hose spraying people while they cheered. Must be somewhere in the Midwest where the repression came to a breaking point! It makes you shake your head and giggle.

Saturday I worked, and then bummed around the house for the rest of the day before settling in with a glass of RED wine. I watched some weird movie on the scifi channel and was lazy. Sunday was about the same. I think I may be in a rut. Monday I worked in Santa Monica displaying myself nekid and having fun with he camerman, who seemed embarrassed to be taking nude pictures so it was fun. I like messing with the shy guys…
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Yesterday, I shot for Suze.net and it was such a blast. I got to work with my fave gal Justine Joli. She dominated me, floggedme, my titties and spanked me. I loved every second of it. She later told me that I was the first girl she has ever really dommed. Hehehe…After I had mine it was time for her so I lapped her pussy like it was candy, which it tasted very similar too, btw. When she came she was ass up, face down and I was spanking her ass while using a toy on her, it was beautiful. She’s over at Glamourcon today. I was going to go and dress way down in funky clothes, and be a fan but I’ve got the sniffles, and my tummy hurts. Maybe its just being tired but I don’t want to risk her getting sick. I did get some red wine last night and I wasn’t drunk when I went to bed this time. It wasn’t bad but I think I like white wine better. I’m one step closer to owning a home of my own, which I’ve never done. Sure, I was married and had a house but its wasn’t MINE. So, I’m getting pre-qualified. I know I’ll get the loan, now I have to figure out where I wasn’t to live, condo, townhome or house, what would be the best for me in my current situation and for next year when I plan to go on the road feature dancing. I don’t want my mom to have to worry about a lawn, she’s retired so fuck that. I am leaning toward a really nice condo, or townhome. I guess I’ll figure it out soon as my lease is about to run out!

Yesterday, I shot for Suze.net and it was such a blast. I got to work with my fave gal Justine Joli. She dominated me, floggedme, my titties and spanked me. I loved every second of it. She later told me that I was the first girl she has ever really dommed. Hehehe…After I had mine it was time for her so I …
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