Happy Halloween!!!!!!!!!!! This is my favorite holiday, better than my birthday and way better than xmas! Bah Humbug! Yesterday I chilled at home and relaxed. Today I’m going to go have dinner with friends and probably drunk as a skunk later on some good wine, I don’t drink that often so I bet 2 glasses outa do it. I thought about going to one of the industry partied and got plenty of invites but I hate those fake-smile parties and don’t like to go that often. I’m not dressing up except for maybe a…
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Today I shot with “Wicked” as planned and had the pleasure of pleasuring a woman I used to watch when I was just a fan. Her name is Sydney Steele and no, I’m not sure if that’s the correct spelling…lemme check. Ok, its Sydnee Steele.

Here’s her dance schedule if you’d like to see this girly dance. November 5-6: Spearmint Rhino in Santa Maria, CA November 11-13: Blue Zebra in Los Angeles, CA November 18, 19, 20: Bazookas Gentleman’s club in Kansas City, MO December 2, 3, 4: Spearmint Rhino Van Nuys, CA

I am going to go see one of her shows as I will be going on the road next year. I’m not sure when because I’m actually going to take some classes to learn those kewl pole tricks. I would hate to get up on stage and just wiggle…ick…I hate seeing that. I am a leo so I must entertain! I’m also going to take the lap dance classes and floor routine classes to brush up on what I already know. As you may have read earlier in my diary…way down at the bottom, I used to be a dancer. I loved it and miss it to this day. The attention, the shows, the girls, the lesbian stage shows! The only thing I didn’t like was constantly having to say no to the offers to go back to hotels and such. That does wear on a gal! I wasn’t there to pick up people to take home but I have to admit that I did go back to a hotel with a pretty girl I met…
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Yesterday I pretty much bummed around the house, returned calls for work, emailing and all that jazz. Today I was tied up, tickled, and even had my foot in a guy’s mouth…again. I worked for FM Concepts. I always have fun when shooting for them. I worked with a girl I had never met before named Gina. She had a cute friend with her…
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Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me…well, it isn’t my birthday but it sure as fuck feels that way!!! Today I got went a checked my mail and there was a big box! Inside I found a very cute stuffed animal tiger, a naughty keychain, sexy sleep outfit, a drawing, handwritten letter and a picture of one of my dear fans.He even drew me a picture! I was so stoked and I’m still smiling about it. I could see a lot of effort was put into getting this package together and I am sooooo thankful that Jaime from Md is going to get a nice surprise!…
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Yesterday I shot for Metro Interactive, the director was Britney Foster! I get to “go to reform school” and learn a few things. There was alot, I mean a lot of spit! I usually don’t enjoy this mass quantity but the scene was fucking hot. This is one female director that in control, hot, and …
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Today I worked for Nina Hartley! It was a new bondage movie where my bondage cherry was popped! I have never really done a bondage movie before where I get beaten. Not into a pulp, but lovingly, with experienced ladies. I never thought I would be into this sort of thing. I didn’t think I’d like it as much as I loved it! I now beleive I’m a natural submissive. I am in a very dominant role in my personal life, and having alot of responsibility with taking care of my mom, making business decisions on a daily basis, and handling many of my own bookings. I didn’t know if I could really let go, but I did. It was erotic, fun, exciting and orgasmic. I also learned that the sub gets all the attention. I love that, being the leo that I am. I’ve been tied up before, of course. I have been a damsel in distress, gagged, wrapped in ducktape …

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This morning I went over to Madness Pictures to have a chat. They are considering me for sign for them at CES, Las Vegas, in January! They are a kewl group of guys over there, young, energetic and full of ways to put a smile on your face! I also met this strange wrestler dude and put him in a headlock, which I will post later when I get a copy of the pics. Andre Madness gave me a t-shirt and free panties which I am wearing right now and he’s right, they are very comfortable! He doesn’t actually wear them himself, he had feedback from another model. After hanging with the crew at Madness Pictures, I met Cindy Crawford for the first time! She was topless …
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Today was pretty much rest, relaxation, laziness and just plain couch-potatoeness. I was going to go do some errands but then I was like, fuck it. I was up late last night with insomnia. Oh, it sucks sometimes. So I’m irritable and watching tv, hehe… There are some silly shows on the Scifi channel. I am watching “the House of Frankenstein” right now. Its hilarious. Its reminding me that I can’t find the Holloween costume that I really want so I may end up being someone’s slave/pet for the grand ol pagan holiday. That’s ok though. Lainie(my chihuahua) is in heat and tormenting the boys to no end. She’s so much like me its scary! hehehe… Cocoa was been fixed, and Tiny is so old he’s run out of swimmers so she can’t get pregnant unless she has some immaculate conception. Thank the gods for that. I don’t need another litter of puppies even though they are so cute and little when they are born. I’ve been through 4 litters with my 2 girls and that’s quite enough. I got a letter and pictures of pups that I had given away in the first litters. Its good to know that the pups are healthy and do anything for a belly rub. Well, my webmaster will be adding webcam stuff pretty soon…
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Its still raining in LA today. Didn’t get to go to Kenny’s but we are planning a day to hang and get some work done next monday. Its the only day that I’m not working! I’m going to San Diego to shoot later this week, so that will be kewl. I can hang out and get some R&R while I”m fown there. My shoulder hurts. I feel like an old lady. I was in 2 car accidents a few years back that messed up my left shoulder, so now I know when its gonna rain. I guess all the reverse cowgirl and doggie-style sex isn’t helping either! hehehe…no pain no gain. I’m watching Basic Instict on tv now. There was some pretty steamy sex back in the 80’s . There’s hardly any sex in movies at all now and I think that’s kinda strange. You used to see tits and ass all the time but now …
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I think I kissed Charlie more today than I have anyone since high school! Good thing she knows how to kiss! Damn, my jaw is sore!Look for the sets on …
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